POEM ITEM #10

FRIENDZONED

Run to me and cry all you want,

I'm a willing cloth to be wet with tears,

You'll find warm in my slender arms,

Hug me tightly as I wrap my arms around you.

When you find your strength to fight again,

I'll stay in my place to watch you then.

I can't run to you to help end the war of love,

 But I'll be always here when you bleed deep inside.

I maybe nothing to you but a good friend to be,

I'll be contented as long as you are happy.

Sweet piercing knife won't kill me to see,

You with someone else having a party.

POEM ITEM #9

Say the Words

I said hi, you ignored my greetings,

Shouldn't waste a thing,

But here I am waiting something to hear,

It’s odd, shouldn't I be the one to get angry,

But here you are trying to not see me.

Would it kill you to say something?

It's killing me when you don't say a thing.

Would you melt when you look into my eyes?

For here I am crawling to get to see yours.

Did they freeze time and you froze the same?

Am I the only one who can move this day?

And if I am, why it seems you are too far away,

I can't reach you and I may fall away.

I walk to you, you take a step back.

Did I hurt you too, to leave me this way.

Or you just feel guilty for your mistake?

No worries, for here I am,

Walking to you, forgetting what you've done.

Is it torturing for you to apologize?

I just need to hear the words , just simply say,

I always want us to be the same as may.

I'll forget the scar you put in my heart,

just say the words, I'll be alright.

POEM ITEM #8

FEIGN THINGS

Don't flaunt how it hurts,

Busy world would question what it is,

Don't get into the circle of queries,

You'll bleed until you're out of breath.

Unveil a cherry line from your lips,

Make your eyes speak cheerfully,

Practice to be a virtuoso of jokes,

This is your facade to the hurtful reality.

Kiss goodbye to your sadness,

Hug a welcome to torturous happiness.

It wouldn't feel good, it would feel harsh

Tune out to your grief, it'll shove away eyes.

POEM ITEM #7

SMILE

Smile, Smile to screen the Fuss,

The stupid fuss that just hurt so bad,

That would kill a soul and a heart,

Do mind, do mind.

But then,

It is so hard, so hard to hide,

Should bag it and discard,

For it will do no good to someone,

Do smile, smile and forget the fuss.

POEM ITEM #6

Error In Love

Why did I held his heart?

When I know it beats for only one.

Why did I take the chance?

When it's nothing but to give scar.

Why does this heart of mine,

Stupid enough to beat for that guy?

When there's someone's heart eager,

To beat the same time as mine?

Why did not I notice,

How those eyes linger on me?

Am I this dumb much in love,

To disregard someone's eyes 'coz of him?

What will happen now to me,

For giving his freedom to leave?

Will be this other guy's arms,

Welcome me still with all his heart?

Would I survive life,

When he turns his back to me?

Why does it just hit me now,

That I cannot afford to lose this other guy?

Why do I need to make errors,

Before knowing who really is I love?

Painted Fate (1)

The song of the waves and the fire of the sun greeted me. The cold water is kissing my feet and it sends chill through my bones.

I tried to move my feet away from the water but I can’t. It is as if my feet have its own brain. I tried to move in a sitting position but I cannot do it. My body do not want to cooperate with me because every part of me aches like hell. I shut my eyes because the brightness of the sun is stabbing my eyes. My hands found my throat. I try to mutter a word but what's all I can do is to growl like an animal.

Something thunders in my head. Water. Waves. Sand. Sun. I am not at their mercy anymore, I guess. Not until they find me.

 I roll over and crawl to the sand like a crab. My whole body is screaming for me to stop what I am doing but I just can't. Not now. There's no time for resting. It doesn't matter if every bone in my body cracks. What matter most is that they would never catch me breathing. I do not want to be their animal. Not anymore.

My hands are shaking reaching for the huge stone in front me. I got a hold of it. I move my other hand and I felt a bleeding pain. Someone stepped on my wrist.

“Do you have any right to step on my territory?” His angry voice reaches my eardrums. I try hard to answer him but no words would come out from my mouth.

“You aren't a mute, yes?”

The irritation in his voice vibrates in my ear.

“Oh. You don’t hear me? You are probably deaf.”

 He steps even more at my wrist that all I could do is to whimper in pain.

“The hell are you doing in here?”

 The guy is unnerving. Why can he not see I’m out of voice?

“I am trying to be the nicest guy on Earth here, and you are trying to be the worst people of all, aren’t you?”

Nicest guy? To break a wrist is a nice thing to do of a nice guy? If I could just spit the words at his face. If I could just talk. If I could just find my voice I will tell him that he is worst at trying. And If I am not a crab here, I will definitely kick him.

The more he gets no answers from me the more he stepped on my wrist and the more I cry in pain. And when he didn't get any answers, he sat on the huge stone in front of me where my other hand is gripping for support. Maybe I escaped those bastards but here is this guy trying to kill me just because I can’t answer his worth a billion dollar question. I start to open my mouth to try to say a word.

“What? You are saying something?” He asks lowering his head to mine. He put a hand to my chin and when he sees my face, his features soften. His hand runs to my face. He pulls his hand back and looks at it. He furrows his brows to what he sees in his hands. Then I black out.

POEM ITEM #5

When Angel Loves

I watch you two tables away from mine,

Every single twitch of your muscles I see.

I never blink nor look away,

Even if a scene sends pins to my heart.

                                

Evil schemes run into my head,

As your lips press against hers.

I know well you'll turn me to devil,

As this love becomes more intense.

When you walk together hand in hand,

I'll turn to face the god of hell.

I'm ready to negotiate and sell my soul,

For I love you to ruins I'll choose this fate.

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POEM ITEM #4

BROKEN

Keep a distance from felicity,

Be blind from the luring eyes,

Glue the lips from the temptation inside,

Feel the sweetest torture in life.

Escape the cacophony with noise,

Walk invisibly through the crowds.

Pass all luscious phrases along the aisle,

Be the wind they can feel but can’t see.

Never become a murderer of emotions,

Don’t shatter their only diamonds.

Throw yours to the world of forgotten ones,

Find there a cure to your broken delight.

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POEM ITEM #3

Pananabik

Sa apat na sulok ng aking madilim na silid,

Sa aking munting bintana ako’y tumabi.

At sa pagdungaw sa labas ako’y bumalik,

Nanumbalik sa mga ala-alang tayo’y nakangiti;

Ala-alang nananatili sa aking pusong pumipitik.

Tinik ay dama sa dyamenteng nasa kaliwang dibdib;

Mga tenga’y mahinahong boses mo ang dinig;

Umusbong ang kurbang malungkot sa aking labi;

Tubig ay namuo sa mga matang nakapikit,

At sa pagpatak nito’y yakap mo ang nasa isip.

Mga bituing kumikislap sa ating kalangitan,

Nasabi mong kasing ningning ng aking mga mata.

Ang mapayapang buwan na napakaliwanag,

Ang sabi mo’y kasing ganda ng aking ngiti.

Tanda mo pa kaya mga sinabi mo sa’kin?

Bakit nga ba tayo’y hindi na nagpapansinan?

Kasalanan mo nga ba o kasalanan ko?

Handa mo na bang kalimutan ang Tulad ko?

May kaya bang pumalit sa’kin sa buhay mo?

Kung ako’y tatanungin mo, hindi ang sagot ko.

Ikaw ay namumukod tangi  sa buhay kong ito,

Nasabi ko na yan sayo at sana’y iyong tandaan.

Ngayon dalangin ko na tayo’y muling magkasama,

At sana sa paggising ko kinabukasan mahal,

Tayo ay muling magkasundo’t masaya.

POEM ITEM #2

Nightmare

Dark fully devoured light,

Noise over the blindness night,

Cannot see, Can feel fright,

No use of sense of sight.

Room so neat, so deadly sad,

Bed to lie is comfortably warm.

Eyes on the ceiling and be at peace,

Trying to revive memories of past.

The silence of the dark,

So creeping quietly fast.

And I am drowning and drowned,

In the soundless black.

I am drifting and drifted,

To the place had never been,

And Mundane & aliens’ death in the setting,

Then I saw myself bathed with mine and their blood.

POEM ITEM #1

Forget Me Not

There is no such luck to be with you,

Got a chance to see you again though,

Do not know how often it would be,

But at least we can still see one another.

It’s not bad luck to be separated from you,

This is just the fortune I have to hold.

You know I do not and never wanted this,

Yet I needed to accept with all my heart.

You know I doubt I have worth at all,

Never would feel it with you beside me.

Cause now we walked in different paths,

I just hope you do forget me not.