POEM ITEM #13

I hate you sober---
You ain't love me right,
You drive me away, 
You keep my heart in pain.

I love you drunk---
You kiss my cries away,
You say my second name, 
You love me with all your blood.

POEM ITEM #12

INVISIBLE GIRL 

Tall green grasses,

Dance with the music of wind.

And  clouds are swimming,

In the ocean blue sky.

I stand under the shade of tree,

Watching you and nothing else.

Then I see you sit with your circle,

But not with any special girl.

Minutes run like a pro,

And I'm still looking at you.

Then You glance at my post ,

And red creeps to my cheeks.

I start to walk to you,

I thought you'd meet me right in the middle,

But then you turn to your pals,

You smile and continue your chat.

I am frozen at my new post,

My eyes sting,

My heart aches,

My soul breaks.

I thought you could see me now,

But I  should have known better---

I'll be always out of  control,

Of this ability of invisibility.

POEM ITEM #11

LOVER

Everyone's walking down the road,

All these lovely couples,

 They held hands,

They glance at each other,

and smile like fools,

They kiss  and whisper the word of love.

All these lovers,

Out with their lovers,

They're gonna have fun fun fun.

But me who is a lover,

Stays in my safe place,

Where I silently love a lover,

That will never be the lover of mine.

POEM ITEM #10

FRIENDZONED

Run to me and cry all you want,

I'm a willing cloth to be wet with tears,

You'll find warm in my slender arms,

Hug me tightly as I wrap my arms around you.

When you find your strength to fight again,

I'll stay in my place to watch you then.

I can't run to you to help end the war of love,

 But I'll be always here when you bleed deep inside.

I maybe nothing to you but a good friend to be,

I'll be contented as long as you are happy.

Sweet piercing knife won't kill me to see,

You with someone else having a party.

POEM ITEM #9

Say the Words

I said hi, you ignored my greetings,

Shouldn't waste a thing,

But here I am waiting something to hear,

It’s odd, shouldn't I be the one to get angry,

But here you are trying to not see me.

Would it kill you to say something?

It's killing me when you don't say a thing.

Would you melt when you look into my eyes?

For here I am crawling to get to see yours.

Did they freeze time and you froze the same?

Am I the only one who can move this day?

And if I am, why it seems you are too far away,

I can't reach you and I may fall away.

I walk to you, you take a step back.

Did I hurt you too, to leave me this way.

Or you just feel guilty for your mistake?

No worries, for here I am,

Walking to you, forgetting what you've done.

Is it torturing for you to apologize?

I just need to hear the words , just simply say,

I always want us to be the same as may.

I'll forget the scar you put in my heart,

just say the words, I'll be alright.

POEM ITEM #8

FEIGN THINGS

Don't flaunt how it hurts,

Busy world would question what it is,

Don't get into the circle of queries,

You'll bleed until you're out of breath.

Unveil a cherry line from your lips,

Make your eyes speak cheerfully,

Practice to be a virtuoso of jokes,

This is your facade to the hurtful reality.

Kiss goodbye to your sadness,

Hug a welcome to torturous happiness.

It wouldn't feel good, it would feel harsh

Tune out to your grief, it'll shove away eyes.

POEM ITEM #7

SMILE

Smile, Smile to screen the Fuss,

The stupid fuss that just hurt so bad,

That would kill a soul and a heart,

Do mind, do mind.

But then,

It is so hard, so hard to hide,

Should bag it and discard,

For it will do no good to someone,

Do smile, smile and forget the fuss.